It doesnt get easier...

Aubrey's heart cath is Tuesday. It came very quickly. Each time she needs another surgery, It NEVER gets easier. She is old enough now to remember. She screams any time she goes in for an echo. Now she will scream and go into a room full of nurses and doctors and be put to sleep. I want to be the last person she sees before she goes to sleep and the first person when she wakes up.
She is my precious angel. Another surgery, knowing that this wont be her last. I just wish I could do this instead of her. Why cant it be me instead. Why cant I be the one to go through what my precious babies have gone through. Why is it them?!? They havent done anything to deserve any of this... But I know.... I cant think like this. Even though I do... I know I cant. I have to think of it as GOD has plans... His own set of plans... A plan for each and every one of us. My babies are specially wrapped, they are perfect. Their hearts are a lil more special than others. Please Pray that everything goes well for Aubrey on Tuesday. This is her 7th surgery. She WILL do good. She WILL come out of this. A lil stronger everytime!

Austins echo...

Austin was a champ!!! The minute he walked into the room, he was afraid he was going to get a shot.... but he didnt. He did so well!!! He laid there the entire time while the echo tech did his echo. He wanted to play with the clock on the wall. It was too cute. Everything looked GREAT!!!! Nothing had changed since the year before! He is able to play sports if he wants. He is such a miracle!!!!

The closer it gets....

This is going to be a crazy month. Austin's appointment is coming up this week. The closer it gets the more nervous I get. I KNOW he is the picture of health now, but a mommy cant help but to worry. Aubrey's next heart cath is in a few weeks... it came up too fast. I really hope that everything goes well. They are both doing so well.... But I cant help but to worry!
I want everyone to take a moment and Pray for the Freeman Family. Kayleigh was born in June last year weighing 1lb. 1oz. Kayleigh has had many surgeries, including open heart when she was only 4lbs. Kayleigh had another surgery a few weeks ago, and something went wrong... The doctors said she is "brain dead". All her mom and dad want to do is take her home... through her door, into her room and to see her siblings... Please Pray that her mommy and daddy get to do that.... Please Pray for Kayleigh!!!

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